Information Overload: Pick up where you Stopped

Today is the third day of May, 2023, and as I sat here, I began to think about why I've not been able to really write. It feels like there's this blockage that has occurred, but I have been processing a few things. In the processing, it hit me! I have all of these journals! Thoughts, concepts, ideas, plans, that I've written out, and nothing has come of it. I've not done anything with the content, or information that has been given to me, (with the exception of my podcast) so how can I start on the next, when I've not even done anything with what I have? That was a blow to bask in.

To be honest, I'm still basking in that response. Why? Because it's my reality, as I'm sure it's many of yours too. Many times, I have gotten so anxious, or caught up with social media, and the constant movement, and started to doubt the call, anointing and assignment over my life. And it really boils down to comparison. As a creative, there is so much in me; gifts, ideas, visions, etc., that I struggle with where to begin. But what I'm coming to terms with, just like wheat and tare have to grow together, the same is true with these ideas, visions, etc., in order to know what was a GOD idea, and what is a ME, idea. 

Truth be told, I always thought I'd be much further in life. My further, entailed being married, children, singing, touring and preaching the gospel. As I sit here, I realize, there are things in our life that don't quite happen the way we plan them to. They happen as GOD planned it to happen. I can look at those things I listed, and though I may not be travelling the country or be married now; though the vision tarries, wait on it!